Reviewed by Jenna
TITLE: Gay for Pay
SERIES: All Cocks Stories #1
AUTHOR: T.M. Smith
PUBLISHER: TTC Publishing
LENGTH: 174 Pages
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Christopher Allan Roberts thought he had a promising future; Captain of the football team with the promise of a scholarship to play for Alabama. His high school sweetheart and best friend for as long as he could remember, Amanda, by his side, and the love and support of his family. One night, one mistake changed everything. Chris moves to New York, adrift and alone. A walk one night brings him to the flashing lights, loud music and thrumming bodies at club Berlin. A flyer in the men’s room promises fame and fortune for anyone willing to go on camera and have sex, with another man. Money is money, and how hard could it be, right?
Christopher Allan Roberts becomes Kris Alen, All Cocks newest addition, a gay for pay porn star.
Lincoln Carter is honest with everyone in his life, including his family, about who he is and about his sexual preferences. Linc Larson, the openly bi-sexual gay porn star will do anything with anyone, which pretty much writes his ticket in a versatility charged industry. It’s not his sexuality that interferes with his personal life; it’s his inability to trust.
What Linc wants right now, more than anything, is the chance to do a scene with All Cocks newest acquisition, Kris Alen. Six foot two with Auburn hair, an exquisitely toned and inked up body, Kris Alen is sex personified. Linc doesn’t know if it’s the “I want the shiny new toy” aspect that calls to him, or the distant and wounded expression that haunts Kris’s eyes.
Linc figures out early on that Kris is only working the gay for pay angle that All Cocks brings to his bank account. Can a bi-sexual man with trust issues break down the barriers that Kris has built around himself and help Christopher overcome the painful past he is running from.
Gay for Pay is a gay for you story about two men that will have to come to terms with the mistakes they made in their past, if they want to stick around and have a chance at a future.
REVIEW:
This book was awesome and not quite as kinky as the title implies. Christopher had everything going for him but lost it all when he got behind the wheel after drinking and got in an accident that resulted in the death of his girlfriend. After the accident, Christopher loses everything including the love of his family. His only support his from his friends who happen to be gay. With involuntary manslaughter on his record, Christopher has so much trouble finding a job that when he hears about a job opportunity as a porn star with All Cocks, he considers doing it. Although Christopher is straight, he’s heard of straight guys doing gay for pay. Christopher embarks on the venture and he soon comes to think of the guys he works with as family. Though he’s having sex with guys on camera, Christopher still identifies as straight. However, he questions his sexuality when he starts to develop feelings for one of the other porn stars. At first, the idea of loving another guy is alien to him, but his biggest concern is that he doesn’t want to replace his girlfriend.
This book was very moving. All that Christopher suffers due to his accident gives depth to his character. He wants to continue living in penance for what he did, but he also has a desire to move on. Christopher feels guilt over wanting to have a life again and has trouble breaking away from his past mistakes. I loved the romance that develops between Christopher and Linc. Their love affair made their jobs seem very normal and not as naughty as you might imagine. The scenes were scripted for the most part, but they had strict rules they had to follow in order to get ready for a shoot. One rule was that they couldn’t have sex for three days prior to a shoot. This created tension in their relationship because they couldn’t be together whenever they wanted. Overall, Gay for Pay was sexy and sweet. I recommend it to anyone who loves gay for you romance as well as anyone curious about the lives of guys in the porn industry.
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