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Leaving home four years ago was the best thing I could have done. Selling myself on the streets for the past two years, the worst, but what else was I to do? All I truly wanted was someone I could love and someone to love me in return. Was it really too much to ask?
Meeting him though, the most handsome man ever, I thought all my prayers had been answered…..until they weren’t.
That man was almost the death of me.
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An early call out changes my life forever. I can’t get him out of my head. I need to know his story, need to know what put him in the back of my ambulance, as close to death as he could be.
The more I know, the more I want him in my life, but is he too damaged? Too scarred at such an early age to let me love him as he deserves.
I’ve been burnt before but I won’t let that stop me this time. I need to make him see he can have it all, including me.
๐ฆ๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ญ๐ถ๐ด๐ด๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฎ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ธ๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ ๐ ๐ฟ๐ผ๐บ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ฎ ๐๐ผ๐๐ป๐ด ๐บ๐ฎ๐น๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐๐ถ๐๐๐๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฐ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐ต๐ถ๐บ.
Fuck. This wasnโt good. He stalked towards me, bending to my ear as he spoke.
โWhat have we said about keeping things tidy, Ziggy? I came home and went to the kitchen for a drink. Imagine my surprise when I see dishes in the sink, food still needing to be put away and the table not even laid for tonight.โ
As he spoke, he gripped my upper arm, his fingers digging in so much I knew he would leave a mark. I winced with the pain, and even though weโd talked about this before, I knew Iโd done wrong. I should have cleaned up before I even stepped in the shower. He would have preferred me to be dirty than the house untidy.
โI, I, Iโm sorry, Damian. I thought Iโd have enough time before you came home.โ
โReally, Ziggy? You know what happens to boys who donโt do as theyโre told.โ
I did and had a pretty good idea where he was going. Heโd told me before naughty boys were spanked, but I hadnโt thought he was serious. Guess Iโd been wrong.
โBoys who misbehave get punishedโฆspanked. Iโve been very patient with you of late, and you have been so very good, but I canโt let this go unpunished. Donโt you agree?โ
Did I agree? Iโm not sure I did and him putting me over his knee was not my idea of fun at all. It was humiliating, and I backed away from him, clutching my towel close to me.
โIโm sorry, Damian. I wonโt do it again. Please donโt do this.โ My heart pounded, and my hands shook at the thought of what he was about to do. I did not want this.
Damian chuckled, a dark sound, not remotely light-hearted, and for a second, I wondered who he was. Where was the Damian I lived with day after day?
He sat on the bed and patted his lap, encouraging me to lie across it.
โCome now, Ziggy, you will obey me.โ I shook my head, continuing to back up, hitting the wall. I had nowhere else to go. I couldnโt do this, but if I didnโt, heโd be displeased with me.
โI think at least ten will be sufficient for tonight, but then youโll dress and go downstairs to clean up the mess you made. Agreed?โ
I was torn. I felt humiliated, degraded and all because I hadnโt tidied the kitchen. But the urge to move towards him and take my punishment was overriding my usual good sense. I wanted to please him. I didnโt want to disappoint him.
โYou deserve it. Now come here and take it like the good boy you are.โ
