June is Pride and Audiobook month, which is a perfect marriage in my humble opinion. There is no shortage of sales, deals and giveaways this month across the book community to celebrate. For my part I’ve reduced the price on Survivor, book 1 in the Survivor trilogy; and Lover, book 2 in the Survivor trilogy for the entire month. I’m also donating part of my profits to Resource Center Dallas, a local non-profit that caters to LGBTQ at risk youth, specializing in HIV/AIDs awareness.
I thought I’d start by sharing one of my favorite books, that I’ve both read and listened to, that’s all about having Pride inside. All the Colors of Love by Jessica Freely is one of my favorite YA LGBTQ stories.
Synopsis… It sucks being the son of a super villain. At home, Harry spends half of his time getting medical treatments and the other half tied up in his father’s underwater lair. It was different when his mother was alive, but she disappeared when Harry was six. He can’t seem to stay out of trouble at school, and his new roommate, Antonin, thinks he’s a spaz, but somehow Harry has to find a way to stop his father’s evil plans.
Antonin Karganilla wants to become a comic book artist, but other than that, being gay is the most normal thing about him. His uncle is an aquatic plant man, his aunt is a molecular biologist back from the dead, and his mom is an overprotective pain in the butt. Antonin’s in boarding school and it’s starting to look like he and this Harry kid might have a lot in common…and that means a whole new set of problems.
My review… The description of this story is a little bit misleading, or I misunderstood. I was expecting a darker type of Sky High (the high school for super hero’s kids, disney movie) with a gay twist. What I got instead was definitely dark in some places, but also an uplifting story about a young man trying to find his way in life, separate from his evil father, equating everything he feels to colors.
Harry’s mom left when he was six years old, supposedly on a trip with his father, but she never returned. His life from that day on was the content of nightmares. He had already been a medical gunie pig of sorts, enduring ‘life saving’ injections and now abuse across the board; physical, mental and verbal, all at the hands of his father. Harry bounces from school to school as he lashes out at everyone and everything that isn’t his father, wishing that it were, resulting in nothing but trouble. He’s just been dumped off at his latest school with the threat of being locked under the sink for the rest of his natural life if he steps so much as one toe out of line.
Antonin is a model student, graphic artist and openly gay. And now he is Harry’s new rommate. Antonin comes from a loving, overprotective and slightly psychotic family. He’s very talented with his comic book with the writing and the art, he’s also very inqustive by nature. Harry see’s him as nosy and dorkish at the start, but when Antonin steps up to some bully’s in defense of Harry, the two become friends. Antonin accepts Harry as his friend and trusts him to spite his shady past, the two grow closer with each passing day. Harry seriously fights the attraction, but not for the reasons one would think. He see’s being gay as wrong but he is in no way hateful or hurtful to Antonin because of his sexuality. He just doesn’t understand how he himself could be bad at one more thing, his father has his psyche so twisted by this point.
Harry accompanies Antonin home for the Christmas break even knowing that his father agreeing to him going will come at a price, a price Harry isn’t sure he can pay. He tries very hard not to grow attached to Antonin, to develop feelings he know’s will be returned. It scares him, to be loved unconditionally, it’s not something he comprehends. As Harry and Antonin navagate their way through family dramas, love, loss, betrayal and more abuse; Harry learns that love is a valid emotion, one that comes in many colors.
This really was an amazing story that defined the grey area between ‘children learn what they live’ and ‘we are our own destiny’. Harry’s father is a cruel bastard who doesn’t care about anyone but himself. Antonin’s mother is overprotective and overbearing to a fault, which cause some of the same personality conflicts between them that we see between Harry and his father. The two of them could become very dangerous people given the circumstances of their lives until now. But together, they can become something wonderful, something more.
Narrated by the best, Paul Morey, I don’t think there is anyone better at voicing those subtle nuances and changes in tones when going from one character and/or emotion to another as well as Morey.
There is one scene in the story that skirts the boundaries of YA and NA, it is passionate but appropriate. It’s all about a love and awareness between Harry and Antonin. The simulated rape scene is more graphic in nature to be honest, but nothing ever goes quite over the line of young adult and adult. As I said, there is a darkness to this story, but overall it’s very engrossing with the slightly sci-fi aspect. I’d definitely recommend this audio book, it has a little bit of everything and progresses so smoothly, your day will fly by.
Thank you for the recommendation. I love adiobooks, they accompany me when I’m walking the dog, driving or doing house chores. As for my favourite audiobooks, I do love a lot of them: In the Middle of Somewehre by Roan Parrish, narrated by Robert Nieman, The Holmes and Moriarity series by Josh Lanyon, narrated by kevin R. Free or your own Dared to Hope narrated by Joel Leslie (one of my fav narrators by the way)
Happy Pride Month!
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I agree, Joel did an amazing job with the All Cocks stories.
I thought Charlie David did a great job narrating Damon Suede’s HOT HEAD. Also (while it’s a bit distracting to consult a PDF file throughout for pictures), the audiobook of Alan Cumming’s photo monograph YOU GOTTA GET BIGGER DREAMS is charming, sexy, and fun!
Charlie David is a favorite of mine as well.
I’m recommending some authors that I think should be more well known – Michele Notaro, Helen Juliet (HJ Welch) and Elle Keaton. Also, if you haven’t read N.R. Walker’s Red Dirt Heart, you really should (they’re in KU for a little while longer!).
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Great recommendations!
I’m from Dallas, so I’m all in with your locale. Just read this Lammy winner for my gay book group and really moved by it: A Love Like Blood, by Victor Yates. And to go with your donations, he supports LGBTQ youth with workshops, etc. – Purple Reader, TheWrote [at] aol [dot] com
I’ll look that one up.
I love everything I’ve listened to performed by Joel Leslie, including your All Cocks stories. An audio that was a bit different, and I loved, was Femme by Marshall Thornton, also performed by Joel. It’s a hilarious romantic comedy. I listened to it with my hubby and he loved it, too.