Reviewed by: Taylor
Author: G.N. Chevalier
Publisher: Dreamspinner Press
Pages: 240
Blurb:
In 1918, Michael McCready returned from the war with one goal: to lose himself in the pursuit of pleasure. Once a promising young medical student, Michael buried his dreams alongside the broken bodies of the men he could not save. After fleeing New York to preserve the one relationship he still values, he takes a position as a gardener on a country estate, but he soon discovers that the house hides secrets and sorrows of its own. While Michael nurses the estate’s neglected gardens, his reclusive employer dredges up reminders of the past Michael is desperate to forget.
John Seward’s body was broken by the war, along with his will to recover until a family crisis convinces him to pursue treatment. As John’s health and outlook improve under Michael’s care, animosity yields to understanding. He and John find their battle of wills turning into something stronger, but fear may keep them from finding hope and healing in each other.
Review:
I loved this book. No, I adored this book. I don’t think of myself as a lover of historicals, at least not in the m/m genre. I love them elsewhere, but it’s been extremely rare for me to fall for one with two male romantic leads. But this smashed every idea I might have had about my previous tries and made me cry and laugh and swoon like a ridiculous person.
Michael McCready returned from the war and is working in bath houses in New York. With a year of medical school under his belt, he has given up the dream after seeing all of the terror and death from his fellow soldiers. The one relationship Michael will do anything to protect is the one he has with his beloved sister. So when his uncle makes him a deal to save that relationship as long as he takes a position as a gardener on a country estate, Michael takes off for a completely different kind of life.
There are the husband and wife striving to save the house they love and have worked in for decades and hopeful to save the man of the house’s life before he hides and drinks himself away. There is the little girl who has lost so much and clings desperately the people she loves. And there is John (cue huge big, fat SWOON). John the man of privilege who gave it all away to join the front lines of the war, who can’t forgive himself for what he saw and felt he could have done, for the family he has lost, and the life he lost and felt he should have and could have had.
These people live and inhabit the mansion with Michael, but they don’t come alive until the combination of Michael and John’s growing friendship changes the mood and outlook of all five of them. This is a time when to love a man held far more risks than it does today. But their story wasn’t all about that and I’m so thankful. It wasn’t just a book about being a gay man in 1919. It’s a story about two men who had given up on many aspects in their lives, settled and then found another person who made them feel alive again. Found another person they would protect and who they wanted to be a better man for in the present and future. It was a slow journey of distrust, apathy, anger, fear, friendship, hope and love.
It’s a story of how to let someone close when it’s the one thing that scares you the most.
It’s a wonderful novel with a believable and slowly-unfolding plot, fully realized characters both main and secondary, and a simple but so very special love between them all.
I can’t recommend this enough for everyone.
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Shoot, now I’m going to have to go back and re-read this, cause I loved this book, as well. I really hope she writes more books because I’d be at the front of the line to read them.
This book is GORGEOUS. God. Just so, so good.
I loved this book!